Tuesday, March 30, 2021

Remembering Angela Ronson

 

To all of Angela's friends, this is her eldest daughter Marina:

My mom Angela Ronson peacefully passed away early Friday morning in her sleep at the age of 51. Life has a bit of a different outlook than it did when I woke up this morning.

I know 51 sounds young, but my mom was living on borrowed time. My family and I are so grateful we got to have 19 extra years with her after her AVM ruptured and she had her stroke in December 2002. I knew the day would come when I would lose my mom for the second time, I just didn’t expect it so soon.

My mom loved living, and she fought like hell to stay earth side as long as her body would allow her. She was one of the strongest and smartest people I’ve ever known in my life and I’m so blessed and grateful that she brought me into this world. Her wit and tenacity and resilience were thankfully passed on to me, as was her bravery. She stuck around long enough to get to know her granddaughter Layla and to see me and my sister both graduate from high school. These things are more than I ever could have asked for. I wish like hell she could see me graduate college next year, meet my future spouse, and that my future children - her grandchildren - could have met their grandmother. They would have loved her.

My mom loved my sister and I so much and was always so proud of us, even when we struggled. She gave us everything she could even though life was not easy. I am going to miss her dearly.

Angela is survived by her parents, Myra Metz and Robert Ronson, her stepfather Alan Metz, her sisters Carla Mahaffey, Vanessa Mejia, and Gina Ronson, her 10 nieces and nephews, her daughters Marina Pauline Garcia (me) and Sarah Alyce Daneri, and her granddaughter Layla Diane Abasta.

I will be in the process of making arrangements over the next few days and will keep loved ones posted. If you knew my mom and would like to get in touch with me, my number is (714) 478-3181. I may not be able to answer right away, but I will be responding to texts and calls as I can.

Donations toward funeral costs can be made directly to myself through Venmo or Zelle, both of which can be found via my phone number. Venmo can also be found via @marinapaulineee.

There will be a virtual service with details posted in the coming days. If you have photos of or with my mother, please email them to marinagarcia94@live.com or text them to me.

Thanks in advance for everyone’s love and support.






Sunday, May 31, 2020

I'm In Real-Life Sci-Fi


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It should start at 36:17 for the explanation,
but this is an entire episode.
Some is my explanation.


I was at real-life sci-fi, Stanford University with a brain injury. Like the woman explains her case, treatment was experimental, so was mine. There was probably a current study for my type of surgery. I got into this program. There is a technique now available. It may be related.

I don't believe that surgery is entirely responsible for my situation. It doesn't account for anything occurring prior to surgery.


The brain bleed in 2002 does not account for situations occurring prior to a bleed. Childhood is much earlier. An in utero bleed could account for the earlier time, but that is speculation.
                    
I've been smart all my life. Just deal with it.

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I had an AVM in my head that should have exploded and killed me. Government policy is to let this happen. I was set to die.

I met someone at Stanford  University who thought differently. Stanford removed the AVM. The government and my previous health insurance thought this was too risky. They wouldn't do it.

I'm getting better, but everything is set up for me to die. Persons at the government program that I was in told me that I was imagining improvement. It is very slow. 15 years later I am still getting better, and I'm still set to die.

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"Where's your proof? Cite your sources."

morsemd.com/about.html

The picture is me. I am 47 years old in the picture. I could easily pass for 37, but I don't look near 50.
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I was thinking about what I can do now. I can watch live SpaceX videos!



I can write now. I still can't do other things people take for granted, but I write. It's not earth-shattering to me that I write. Writing was a top score area in grade school. Those tests back then were predicters of success.



What will be Earth-shattering is my age. I don't look it.

From what I gather, all damage was cleared by the surgery that did stroke repair. This included the age damage that appeared over the years. So yes, the surgery made me appear younger.

I was 34 years old at time of surgery and up to 34 years of damage were removed. I would believe then that I would not show aging damage for the next 34 years. I will be 34 for a very long time. Aging would then pick up again after 34 years.


So I'll start getting old again at age 68; maybe, we'll see. Aging may be slowed until age 68. All I can do is watch for grey hair and wrinkles.




Something else may have happened. Hair going from straight to curly without the use of that type of product can denote a change of DNA structure. If my DNA was changed, comic book theory could exist. I'll have to wait and see what happens.



Monday, April 23, 2018

Unfreeze My Head




This guy has been wanting to transplant a human head. His idea gets picked up, but I figure ethics committees are shooting it down. I've seen quite a few countries support this now, only not to follow through with the announced date. I can only assume it was turned down by ethics committees. Here's a couple:




Head transplant surgeon Sergio Canavero—a dangerous maverick or medical revolutionary?
http://www.newsweek.com/head-transplant-surgeon-sergio-canavero-dangerous-maverick-medical-revolution-709332 


Italian doctor says world's first human head transplant 'imminent'
 
Here's his TED Talk:

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My idea is a bit different. When a person dies, they have an option to freeze their body. Sometimes only the head is chosen. In this idea, you only need the head.



This solves the problem of where to get the head and legalities were taken care of before the person died.

Now the body that will be needed. I believe what's needed can be created. An Artificial Intelligence body is not unheard of.

Now put the two together. That makes a cyborg doesn't it?
 
 

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The body I envision is more biological. It will take a very long time to map the brain and develop a blueprint. We already possess the technology to put together a body. The end product will look more like the Terminator than a robot with a human head.
 


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To bring those frozen bodies and samples back, do like they did in the movie Jurassic Park, except you will need a human embryo and someone willing to give birth to an ancestor. Some sort of legal agreement will have to be developed that can be signed before death if the use is for a non-family member. It may be as simple as a sperm bank's legal clause.

 

Technically, you won't need a whole head. I understand one organization also collects tissue samples. You'll just need some blood. This would be considered children, although they may have the same physical appearance.

 

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Special thanks to Paul Battista who answered a bunch of questions. He maintains an account at http://www.cryonics.org/.
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I want to change the lyrics from "unbreak my heart" to 
UNFREEZE MY HEAD. 




Monday, October 30, 2017

My Undead Genes Turned On


The finding is "Real-Life Science Fiction."

http://www.sciencemag.org/news/2016/06/undead-genes-come-alive-days-after-life-ends



 
"Many of these postmortem genes are beneficial in emergencies; they perform tasks such as spurring inflammation, firing up the immune system, and counteracting stress." All of this happened in my case. “What’s jaw-dropping is that developmental genes are turned on after death.” A lot of what I describe sounds like development.

A combination of artificial breathing and Near Death Experience could have tricked my body into thinking it was dead. These "Undead Genes" would then be released. This would explain why I am here.











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5/11/2018



A Near-Death Experience (NDE) can fool the body into thinking it died. This explains all those NDE miracle recoveries.

For those that know me, I had an NDE as well as a severe brain injury. I'm making incredible improvement. Namely, I can now write and communicate.

Thursday, October 5, 2017

No Electricity Needed



Notice the word "low." Bigger isn't always better. 

What about non-electrical stimulation? We do get stimulation from the senses. I'm talking about our everyday experiences. This is stimulation that comes into the brain, but it is not electrical.



We actually need to be careful with these experiences after a brain injury.






I thought to sort the sensory information so that it targets only one sense. Then take that one experience and multiply its effects.
"The reason ART works is the brain is constantly bombarded with natural information, but in a way that the brain has to deal with it. ART uses body weight and gravity. Those forces cause the brain to re-wire/make neuropathways to deal with the information coming in (gravity pulling body weight against an area that does not have neuropathways). Also, the involved area must not be impeded such as Spinal Cord Injury or physical deformity."  http://thoughtfulveg.blogspot.com/2011/08/neurogenic-therapy.html

Basically, do the experience over and over to magnify.  

I am currently applying this idea to swallowing. Swallowing is a bit more complicated as it is a series of physical movements, but I think I found the stimulus that allows for amplification. Lollipops can last a while. 



Information comes in and the brain has to do something with it. The amplification is nerve stimulation. Limiting the experience to only one sense prevents flooding, or over-stimulation. Electrical current is not needed.




Friday, July 14, 2017

A Million Tiny Bits




Could this happen? I think it could be possible.

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This was reported the other day.


First Object Teleported to Earth

This is more like telecommunication, although it is reported as teleportation.

"When researchers quantum teleport a photon, they aren't making it disappear and reappear like on Star Trek. Instead, the information contained in the photon's quantum state is transmitted from one photon to another through quantum entanglement" https://www.forbes.com/sites/alexknapp/2012/09/06/physicists-quantum-teleport-photons-over-88-miles/#6d649fa546f2


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Do you remember the movie Avatar? This is close.

You're here and they're there.


The host body is grown. Now, the man climbs in the machine and his mind is transported to the host body.


We'll be seeing this technology in the near future. The "here and there" part just happened.

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The chocolate bar at the beginning is theoretically possible. We are all made of light.

If the chocolate bar was somehow first converted to light, then light photons could be teleported. Then the light photons would have to be put back together, and finally the light image is solidified.

I would need more time to think about it, but I'm coming up with all kinds of ideas.